꧁༺ 𝓓𝓮𝓬𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻 𝓓𝓪𝓲𝓵𝔂 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓼 ༻꧂
𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝚍𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚜
MONTH ELEVEN!!! i know that tensor is falling apart around us, i get it, and i've been terrible at keeping up with everything. do know that if you're one of the people who participate that i deeply appreciate and love all of you dearly. and it's oddly important for me to make it to one whole year of chaos daily. not sure why, it's an arbitrary marker for sure but also it feels significant so ... but we are so so very close! don't give up on me quite yet (even if i spent today playing bustafellows instead of being proactive and productive ... we're trying, really truly we are)
i don't know about y'all but i do actually kind of hate christmas??? is that a big take? i hate gifts, receiving gifts mostly but i also find giving gifts to be extremely stressful. it's like totally the autism and the expected performance of it for the most part, like i'm always grateful for a gift i've been given but having to make sure the other person understands that i am actually grateful and appreciative in person is hard. gifts are hard. life is hard. christmas is hard. i don't even know what i'm saying anymore ... i'm just rambling so i'll stop.
LOVE YOU ALL! <3
December 1st – Solstice
December 2nd – Clutter
December 3rd – Reverie
December 4th – Brittle
December 5th – Evergreen
December 6th – Drizzle
December 7th – Oblige
December 8th – Peppermint
December 9th – Wane
December 10th – Garland
December 11th – Gloom
December 12th – Gingerbread
December 13th – Cloister
December 14th – Icicle
December 15th – Mulled
December 16th – Scrap
December 17th – Poinsettia
December 18th – Echo
December 19th – Frostbite
December 20th – Piper
December 21st – Solitude
December 22nd – Holly
December 23rd – Snuffed
December 24th – Wither
December 25th – Midnight
December 26th – Crushed
December 27th – Sugarplum
December 28th – Linger
December 29th – Tinsel
December 30th – Thaw
December 31st – Resentment
